For those of you who don't know, I thought I should tell you what an incredibly lucky person I am. I often look at my life and wonder how I deserve to be so fortunate. Honestly, I am blessed in so many ways. If you're a regular reader of this blog, it's probably pretty obvious how much I love and adore my girls, which is why this post needs to be about another person in my life who deserves just as much recognition.
John, Johnny, Honey, Babe ... these are the things I call him, this wonderful man of mine. As I type the word "mine," it brings a smile to my face because I'm so proud to say that he's mine, all mine! He is my husband, whom I love and admire, respect and look up to on a daily basis. He treats me with unwavering, unconditional love and it's amazing to be on the receiving end of such love. I know he would do anything for me and this security that he offers me is such a priceless feeling.
Being a mom is the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced. As most moms would probably agree, trying to be the best mom sometimes gets in the way of being the best wife. I often feel like I give so much of my time, love and affection to my children, yet not enough to my husband. I don't ever want him to feel like I take him for granted, so I want to express my love to him publicly ...
Honey, I love you so much! I don't know what I'd do without you. You are the most incredible man I have ever met and I know that I am so lucky to have found you. I admire your intelligence and I love that you make me think and grow as a person. You challenge me to think for myself and explore subjects I wouldn't typically consider. I love the way you see the world and I respect the code by which you live. You treat people fairly, always show respect, and you go out of your way to abide by the rules. You are an amazing role model and you constantly make me proud. Watching you with Reagan and Avery brings me so much joy and happiness ... sharing the role of parenting with you is the greatest part of my life. Our girls couldn't possibly have a better father. Thank you for being my wonderful husband!
I'm feeling so blessed right now because we recently had a bit of a scare regarding John's health. There's nothing like a health scare to help you put all your priorities into place ...
Back in June he was having some pains around his shoulder/collarbone/heart area, but couldn't pinpoint what they were (a nerve, a muscle, his heart, etc.). He went to the doctor, who told him to see a cardiologist. He put it off, then finally made an appointment in August. The pains were becoming more and more frequent the week before his appointment so he took himself to the ER. They did X-rays, an EKG, and blood work and everything came back normal. He followed up with the cardiologist appointment where they did an echocardiogram (an ultrasound of the heart), which also came back normal. They had him come back to do a stress test the following week, but something came back
abnormal. So, they scheduled a second stress test for last Friday (9/5/08) where they injected him with radio-active dye (radio isotope stress test). His doctor called him on Monday with the results: once again, they were
abnormal. He said it could be nothing, but it could be a blockage in an artery. He said the next step was an angiogram.
On Wednesday (9/10/08) at 1:00, I dropped him off at Valley Hospital so he could check in and get prepped for the angiogram that was scheduled for 4:00. They told us it would take about 2 hours, so he'd be in recovery around 6:00. I asked my babysitter to come over as soon as she got off work (around 5:45) so I could go be with him in recovery and then drive him home. John's cardiologist said if they found any blockages, they'd do angioplasty right then and he'd have to stay in the hospital overnight.
Leading up to the procedure, we were perplexed ... it was so hard to believe there was anything wrong with John's heart or his arteries. He's only 42 and has NO family history of heart disease. He's always lead a healthy, active life. But we were also very nervous ~ what if there was something wrong??

I was shocked when he called me around 4:40 that afternoon to tell me the procedure was over and everything looked great! The doctor said his veins were big and clean and there was no need to worry about his heart. The abnormal stress test results were false positives and the pain he was experiencing was most likely a pinched nerve. What a relief!!! John was so happy that he even let me take this picture of him in the recovery room!
I am so thankful that my husband is healthy and this is now behind us. I look forward to the next 50 years, growing old with my husband whom I love and adore.